♥ 8:12 AM
sometimes i think.
it's kinda sad that i have no one to turn to to tell them my worries.
they're either the ones that im angry with, or the ones that i don't dare to approach.
either ways.
i often bottle things inside myself or tweet it.
and when i tweet it it becomes a major issue.
so i had to delete off a whole bunch tweets for PR reason.
freedom of speech huh.
anyways.
i think i've mentioned that im stepping out of my comfort zone to choreograph an item for my club's production.
the only year 1 choreographing smth.
you would expect a hoard of year 1s to support me fully and whole heartedly right.
even if don't like also join me that kinda thing.
but it totally didn't happen.
was soooo disappointed in them.
where is the brother hood. or sister hood for that matter of fact.
not only did it not happen.
they totally didn't bother to think about my item.
just signed up for the other senior's items.
and then tell me that they have hit their 4 items limit.
maybe you're uber confident about your own dancing abilities and assume that everything that you audition for you will get in lah.
whatever lah.
some people are just born better like that.
they have smth to be cocky about.
but i believe life is fair.
the people in my item.
i will treat you guys like ma darlings.
coz without you guys.
this item will not be here.
i will do anything to pwn the other items.
although my dance history very little.
i will try to gain as much vocab as possible.
for it's the people who support me that matters.
not those who do not.
and those who do not are not important to me at all.
im just gonna shut my ears to whatever they say.
by the lake
